AAAAGH!!!

my stupid phone wont let me post ANYTHING!!!  i only have a minute so ill make it quick.  judging by the pain and the type of bleeding i had the baby aborted itself about 1-2 weeks in. then i broke up with the ass. but since i have to work with him its been MISERABLE! i HATE my job! the only thing i like is being more of a personal assistant.  but its for HIM! so i am forced to get along. i cried every day last week and this week i was a little better. we talked, and he was pretty nice.  so we were comfortable again. i think he felt responsible for my misery and couldnt bare it. so then i told him one day last week. follow me after work i wanna borrow you for 2 hours. so he did and he was so anxious to find out where we were going. he followed me to my elementary school playground! he was baffled of course. i told him "trust me we'll have fun!" so we walked around and i told him stories about when i was young.  how i used to tie up the little weeds that look like flowers and make jump ropes, and how i brought my cabbage patch kid to school every day. then i told him to come sit on the swing next to me while i swang on one. so when he got on his, i straddled him and we talked.  and kissed. then he told me how he tried to force his feelings to go away but they never die.  honestly, its getting old. either grow a fuckin set and get a divorce or help me find a job to get the fuck away from you!

anyway the BEST part of the story is coming up but i have no time.  i will write it tomorrow.  it was fantastic!  thanks to me of course and my crazy ideas and his willingness to let me do whatever i want!