He is coming on SO STRONG, telling me how much he loves me and wants to get a divorce to be with me because he can't stnad losing me for a minute. I cried today because I feel like i fell for it AGAIN but had to remind myself when push comes to shove he wont! And i am going to be alone again.
And the new guy is in Mexico, tellin me some sketchy stuff... I dont trust either of them. I dont even know what I want now ro what to do. Im not only confused, but a little depressed too.
I wish I could see the future and know what to do.
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Thanks for your kind comment on my blog. You are a good writer too and your blog is very interesting because you share your emotions.
As far as getting more followers, the secret is to post comments on other blogs and then more bloggers will check you out.
And good luck, too, on sorting everything out in your life.
By the way. I saw your picture before you took it down. You are cute and I hope you find the right guy for you.
FD
DO NOT go back to muffin Man.
If it doesnt work out with new guy, dont dispair, there are plenty of great single men out there.
JUT DO NOT go back to muffin man, you will never be happy with him and all his baggage.
IF he ever does divorce, that is.
Uh-oh. Sketchy. No good. Is that y u took the pic down?
rafa-i took down the picture just in case someone who knows me would somehow stumble upon it. i dont want ANYONE knowingt his deep stuff about me.
As far as the "shady stuff" I feel like I barely know him and he deserves someone to not judge him since he clearly has not judged me once. Even when he came and dealt with my mother's racist and prejudice comments, and all the drama in my life, and my having a daughter. Instead he calls her his daughter, and tells me he wants to take care of me. He makes me really happy when he's with me so I think he deserves a chance.
He told me a little about what's going on and it just seems he is eager to have his own familyo to take care of and until he does, hes gonna take care of everyone else's. the thing that owrries me is that he'll never settle down. he'll continue to go here there and everywhere. thats not really something too promising.
Maybe I should just have fun with him in the meantime and travel. :)
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