ok i used to like porn and couldnt get enough of it. until I started researching sex trafficking. then i would see stuff and wonder "is she doing this because she likes it? or because she's being forced to?" I went to pornhub.com and clicked on "teen" category. the very first photo was an asian girl who looked about 11 years old! didnt even have boobs yet! not even mosquito bites! i couldnt believe it! what do people think when they see that? do they just try to ignore it? i dont get it. and why does the person who is so conscious of sex trafficking the one who sees that first??? i have seen some absolutely disgusting photos and horrifying videos. it doesnt even turn me on anymore! i cant even watch more than 2 minutes before my stomach starts turning and the lust i enjoyed turns to disgust and when i make myself cum i get tears in my eyes. its ruined for me! then i think about as i browse the 1000's of videos out there, how many videos are being made and how many people are being violated and how much SEX is going on in the world! my god, is it disgusting! it literally makes me sick. and I have no one to talk about this to because I dont want people knowing i watch porn!!!
its horrifying. and somewhat depressing i cant enjoy it...
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- In a nutshell... I am hopelessly in love with a married man. I'd do anything and everything to be with him. I DONT hate my job anymore! Still hate the people I work with. They are selfish, competitive, and backstabbers. I have a 15 year old daughter who has more drama than me. I have to keep it together at work and home but sometimes I just can't hold in the cry. This is why I get crazy thoughts in my head every day... Like I just wanna stand up and scream!!! I have 4 jobs and work very very hard for my money and I WILL be successful because I am determined.
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It's better to watch the homemade stuff, where you can tell that everyone involved is just having real fun and really wanting to be there. Yea they may not be the perfect physical specimens because they are real people, but I think it's hotter when you know that it's real and no one is faking anything. No guilt when consenting adults participate willingly with other consenting adults and not hurting anyone......I like ur blog btw!
Have you left him yet??
Please say yes!
I am the anonymous blogger who used to comment alot in the past. Just wanted to give you some inspiration. I left my married man and am soooo madly in love with my (real) boyfriend who was very single when I met him. I have never been happier.
I wish the same for you everyday. Please give us an update, and lets hope its a good one!!
SA
rafa- thank you!!! you really helped me! and thank you for the last comment. I thought i lost all my followers.
SA- i missed you! my next blog is for you. thank you!
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