Saturday, February 12, 2011

I am in complete shock

I never blogged on January 26th. The MM and I had an amazing night of sex. He came over after work, dominated me, used his tie to choke me and fucked the shit out of me. He did NOT cum inside me, and guess wht. I'M FUCKING PREGNANT AGAAAAAAAAAAAAINNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My boobs have been hurting, i felt bloated, I thought I should have had my period by now but I took a test and it was fuckin positive in like 5 seconds. I am in complete shock. Just SHOCK. I dont know what to do. I mean this is the third baby of his and he didnt even cum inside me like the last 2 times!



I'm gonna die. This is how I feel...

9 comments:

Rafa said...

That's some craziness right there. Do what's right for you though. You and your kid first. I have no idea what kind of danger there is to your body when going through an abortion, but I guess that repeated ones can't be good for you. I would never judge anyone for anything I'm just saying, you take care of you and your daughter first. everybody else is second. Take care.

whaatamithinking said...

Rafa- this is the THIRD baby I have had of his. I mean, he didnt even cum inside me! I dont even remember how he came either. Pulled out right away maybe? I cant even remember. I am in shock. I need a new job maybe. I dont know what to do.

Anonymous said...

this is obviously what you have wanted. you havent been using contraception and keep having these 'surprise' pregnancies.

you are not 16, you are an adult. You know the concequences of your actions.

This poor baby. I bet mm wont even step up to the plate. Are you sure its not the doinicans baby?

have you told mm yet?

What a mess.

Anonymous said...

Oh this is terrible. MM is a loser and you're gonna have his baby. I cannot believe you have let this happen to yourself. I am Sure he wont be a man about this.

Linda

Anonymous said...

Congratulations

J

Anonymous said...

Oh I do hope MM does the right thing by you. Perhaps this may bring you and he together once and for all? Good kuck sweetie, and we're all here if you need someoe to vent to. Keep us updated!!

SA

Anonymous said...

the dominicans baby

d

whaatamithinking said...

whew- a lot of comments. ok it's absolutely not the dominican's. I figured out my cycle and stuff. I am not happy about this. I'm terrified and feel like a fucking fool. I am still in shiock. I blogged as soon as I took it so no I did not tell him yet. I have a Dr Appt next week to be measured for an IUD to be ON birth control!! It's not like he just came inside me either. What are the odds of precum impregnating you? i mean come on. I've had unprotected sex for years and I NEVER got pregnant. What should I even do? I dont know. I dont want a baby. But I also dont want to keep destroying my body with abortions. Is it okay to keep killing babies because he doesnt wanna man up to his secret life? I have no idea what to do. I certainly dont wanna kill it but I dont want to destroy his family either. I just cannot believe this. I really cant.

Anonymous said...

Wow..unreal. Don't know what to say.

Good luck you will make the right decision.

Another Linda....