Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left
I don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me
Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come & gone
Don't know why I'm still searching
Don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me
Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
& that's okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
& who am I to say you need me
& who am I to say you love me
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U r hot, intelligent and kind.
dont waste your inner and outer beauty on someone who is using you.
Break free of this.
Strong words, but also sad words. However, I know how you feel. I think we've all been there. Heck, I'm still there from time to time.
Take care of yourself, first and foremost.
Hugs!
Ohhh I can relate to this alot. :( I understand completely how you're feeling. Please give usan update soon. Worried about you girl.
-SA
Ohhh this is just heart breaking.
I hate seeing you this sad after some of the happier entries.
I would love to see you turn your life around. See a therapist for some strength and encouragement, find yourself a new career (not job, but career that you love), look after yourself and your daughter and leave this chapter of your life behind. Treat is as a learning experience with no regrets.
Treat it as a stepping stone to the life you want. Understand that it had to happen to teach you what you wnt and deserve. But leave it begind.
What a lovely poem
I am fairly new to your blog and have a bit of catching up to do. But I can already feel your pain and hurt. :(
Know that there are plenty of people out there willing to talk if you need it.
Will
What a mess of things this 'man' has made.
He's got a wife and kids at home whom he's deceiving.
He's got you hanging on and wishing he'd just love you completely.
This man deserves to be brought undone to the world.... let them see what a sneak he is. He is hurting everyone in the process.
Just remember.... what goes around comes around. And karma will knock on his door some day.
Some of these comments are so harsh. This "man" isn't the only one to make this "mess" as the last anon. said! It takes two. This is a relationship you both want- and there are real feelings involved! And yes, believe me, it's much harder on him right now because he is deceiving his family as I am. It's difficult everyday living with one and wanting to be with another, but solutions are not so simple. You have to decide if you can continue to have half of him and try to enjoy it or whether it's time to move on. My situation with EG is also at a place of uncertainty, but he continues to assure me that he will never stop loving me and we have to take it day by day and stop trying to look into the future right now. I agree because if I had to look at my children or my husband right now and break their hearts, it would kill me. So instead I break only one heart by staying in my situation. When it's good it's good and when it's bad, it can be very bad. It's a roller coaster. I'm sending you a big hug! EG
shut up eg
this is not your blog... we are here to support the blogger not this man. its not about you!!!!
Sorry but I gotta agree with anon
EG, maybe you should start your own blog! Your stories sound very interesting. but this is about the blogger.. not you.
Cheers
D
He is the one with the wife and kids. She is single.
That is a beautiful expression of your feelings :)
Secretia
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